Don't Close Your Eyes, Just Cry

My name's Hattie, I'm mad, I'm crazy. I'm in love with people way out of my league. I get used alot and I don't have much of a family anymore, I like to be alone.
I have a phobia of butterflies, I love my 2 best friends. I love my brothers. I'm insecure, depressive, augistic and ever so slightly bipolar. I hate it when people call me beautiful because I don't belive them, I take lots of pictures of myself to pretend I love how I look. Anyway, I love everyone lots and lots like Jelly Tots.
Abuse me, love me? <3